Unknown
Change, when the trust is gone.
Know where you belong.
For sometimes it hard to see.
Blinded by a fools kindness.
Letting go of everything.
Baring yourself for everyone to see.
The humiliation of being humble.
Deny whats waiting for you under a tree.
Pretend like your a disease.
Bury all your wants and needs.
Better yourself only to not succeed.
Failure of a plan so perfect that nothing should go wrong.
A pitch black soul sucking the life right out of you.
Being bled dry only to realize.
It was all for nothing.
A unrelenting premonition.
This will happen when least, suspected.
Rejected, before you even try.
Stall time.
Wear it down.
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Naristic Hate
I continue too write. as if it could fix it.
I'm so broken.
and i don't even know where to begin.
i waged war on every friend i had.
in the end i lost. what a cost.
Horrible and dishonorable.
treachery a foot.
some would say bull.
But i knew better.
es were what i knew best.
Yet i don't know if anything i did was success.
it did more damage then good.
it turned one burden into many.
i created plenty of enemies.
But that was nothing compared to the 5 friends lost.
they say everything comes at cost.
mine was just too much to bear.
it just brought more dis pare.
I'm still broken.
I'm still hated and aggravated.
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The Rejection Of Respect
I do not desire your respect.
Don't you know I'm a freaking reject.
I desire kinds of attention I'd rather not mention.
Shallow and alone.
Look it's another Sherlock Holmes clone.
What a eloquent poem.
Written once upon a time.
When I was looking to rewind.
Trying to define my past as part of me.
Then it crept inside and part of my heart died.
I had break it off.
As if it was an unwanted girlfriend.
She was just another.
Wallowing in pain to the point where you feel so smothered.
Holding on to the edge knowing this might be the end.
Suffocation with sweetest embrace.
A remembrance of not me.
No not like this.
It is something I want you to just forget.
Get it out of your head.
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Derailed
Bless me not
For I feel like sleeping on a cot
I'm crashing
Burning full of desire
Quite inspired
Call me a lier
I feel on fire
Lies come in all and shapes and forms
And lie dormant for years
In till the soul disappears
Cloud cover me in the darkness
I've been marked
All eyes on me
I feel as I can't see
Some would say this a dark day
Treat me with some dignity
Rain drops hit my face
So I embrace
This is a life gone to waste
The taste in my mouth is quite bitter
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My Chance Gone
Always in line and that's for a time.
But my patience is growing thin.
Something eating at me within.
I missed my chance to dance.
To fly in a way I have yet to do.
Think you know me you don't f*ck you.
That's the way those who fake it will always be.
Games. To the very end. I will not defend a false pretense.
A lie that will wither me away.
No that will not be okay.
Don't come expecting me to open my heart.
A fools cruel joke.
Your on your ends, no way out.
Looking down when you should be looking up.
So just shut up before you make judgement.
I'm cold because I was made this way.
I care not when your in dire straights any more then
if you weren't. Its sink or swim. Get use too it.
Control or be controlled. Its my life and
I will not make a sacrifice it at the whims of others.
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Once The Sun Has Been Stolen
I do not know what even the purpose of dining room or table is for anymore.
Family is about togetherness, yet we all must have our course of independence.
But what if we over indulge in these meals, gluttony can be a lonely existence when your all alone.
A wish to be on your own.
But do you understand what that even means?
Hopefully help isn't far when called.
But what if it is?
What if all communication dies?
Could you still survive?
Or have you been living a complete lie?
With every luxury we take for grant their someone out their who has not this accommodation.
Feels kinda cozy like a crutch you could forever lean upon.
But in one swell swoop it could be ripped right from underneath you.
Poof and its gone.
~The sun can only be stolen once.
And then we will be forever in darkness.
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Smart With A Huge Ego
If one always holds on
How can ever they let go.
So absorbed in the past.
You speak of it is of the here and now
Tic toc the time goes
Look I'm not wearing any cloths
A free spirit in many ways.
With every insecurity of you speak.
I just grow stronger.
Not worried by the flurry of intentional attacks
It was not apology.
But a mere respect of your rights
As a user
As a abuser
As a confuser
As a loser
Whatever the affliction
Or addiction you must let go.
A grudge is evil sludge
An I want none of it.
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Mind Reading Expectation
How could one know a person just by looking?
Observation so keen,
No matter how simple you think is.
It might not be.
That stranger sleeping on the cot in the street.
Might be a college student doing a case study of what it like to be homeless.
Appearances can be so deceiving even an under achiever.
Who you didn't think had it in him.
To change one ways.
You can only follow one so far down the road.
Ultimately you have to live for you self.
Looky their that's a priceless gift waiting upon the shelf.
Do you have the reach?
Will ask for some help?
Relying on somebody else.
Even ones personally can be change and influenced by others.
One is not faking if it's a course just started.
Don't assume how long before they will be departing.
For those kind of mind reading expectation can be so disheartening.
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Morbid Thoughts
Yeah I have violent thoughts sometimes.
Does that make me a violent person?
I think not.
As a sickness these thoughts bring humor to my heart.
Yes I laugh at a dream of beating my boss in the car over and over again in repetition indefinitely.
This is because he does 110 in a 55 like the song and I don't why except I do.
He might be suicidal, and might want to die.
Yes I laugh at a dream of a yodeling cat tied up in a plastic bag slowly suffocating.
This is of course because she won't stop yodeling.
These morbid thoughts last mere seconds, acting them out would scar me for years.
A conscious that would disappear.
I do feel both pain and guilt.
Even if at it seems at time as if I don't.
Am I reassuring myself or you?
That's a question that needs to be asked.
I know I'm not crazy it is everyone else.
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Destroyed Soldier
I got another invitation to escalation
Oh do you accept? Do you accept?
The eyes of the serpentine have crossed with mine.
Looking through the mirror without a reflection.
A injection straight into my blood steam.
Killing all my demons.
With a blade, with a knife.
Hell stab him twice.
Cause once was just not enough.
It is never enough.
Surrendering my life, if only to complete something greater.
So with my severed arteries I take a needle thread and sew.
For I'm not ready yet to just let go.
I still got so much do.
And I'm constantly battle the evil within.
Save me from myself.
A soldier of his own destruction.
Rolling for the snake eyes.
Double it up.
Going in for the kill.
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