Suicide With No Sound

Where are you.
When I'm down.
When I'm ready to drown.
Suicide with no sound.
A pound in the chest.
A lump in the throat.
the hands twitch.
Life is a cinch.
What would be missed.
Just more emptiness.

Where are you?
When I'm down.
When I'm ready to drown.
Suicide with no sound.
I found my head.
Its a mess.
Somethings are so hard to digest.
Swallowing it all.
Theirs another phone call.

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The Darkness Of No Dreams.

In the darkness of no dreams
What will become of our country?
Looking to the future.
As if I can see through the mist.
Will the political madness forever reign?
Will we continue to march for the ignorance of greed?
A belief that we can continuously live beyond our means.
Is that a goal we really wish to achieve.
A debt to a power of infinity.
Is that really divinity?
Choking on the smoke screen.
The same from new faces.
What really changes?
Promises being made that one knows they can't keep.
Prolonging the problem.
Putting it off for someone else.
I just want to put food on my table for me and my family.
Working hard for the basic necessities.
And you fools make a mockery of everything I stand for.
So slowly my world is being destroyed.

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Fitting The Role

It's another role reversal.
It's another role rehearsal.
If practice makes perfect and I got so much work.
Trying excel.
Trying not fail.
I feel like a school kid.
Hey their goes the bell.
And session begins.
A written confession.
I did it, with reluctance to admit my own guilt.
Another mistake has been made marching down my own little parade.
And it is totally thrown off sync.
It is like it was written in permanent ink.
If only I had a little more time to stop and think.
Always on the brink.
The edge of this sword is so close it is splitting hairs.
An in this of moment despair a thought hovers in the air.
Who would really know?
A copied pretext can be very complex.
A premonition of a desire lacking recognition.

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Its Ours, All Ours

Notes written in blood.
The intention of a malcontented suicide.
Medication for the kids.
Regretting the one life we live.
Its ours, all ours.
We got nobody to blame but ourselves.
A little self discipline for every one of the sins.
Pray and just hope your forgiven.
Take it to the grave.
This the one life we must save.

Notes written in blood.
The intentions of a malcontented suicide.
Medication for the kids.
Regretting the one life we live.
Its ours, all ours, Point the finger,
call out a name. Its the blame game.
It never changes. action and reaction.
A contradiction with every word we speak.
Take it all in.

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Too Much To Bare

A spot light in the darkness.
Let it shine on me.
Let me rise up from the ashes.
All but dead.
The lifeless body that still moves.
Those flames destroyed my shoes.
Now I walk bare foot through so many shards of glass.
Each step more painful then the last.
A blood soaked numbness.
A embodiment of coldness and hate.
A another empty breath to waste.
Why is it no one hears me?
The noise drowns out all my screams.
The demons are still chasing me.
Wake me from this nightmare.
Please tell me there is an escape.
Living on pins and needles.
Don't be afraid now, just dive right on in.
An that is just what I did.
Don't let me become that monster I was made out to be.

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Losing All Sanity

Trying to make it.
trying not mentally break.
every direction i go.
its always a no.
one day im gonna blow.
Can i be a skit z?
can i be crazy?
when push comes to shove i will go nuts.
but only if defending those i love.
yeah i feel resentment but it doesn't bring me to my knees.
at least not yet. signed with a feeling of blood soaked regret.
I'm just trying make it. cant you see that.
but still i don't know i can take it.
denial after denial and not even an ounce sympathy.
not that i desire pity. but come on if you please.
I know theirs is nothing wrong with me.
except maybe a loss of dignity.
even i can't deny it.
for thiers is a dark stain on my heart.
will i forever marked?

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(Anti Prejudice Poem) Clout Of Fame

When ideals are favored.
The truth shall be abandon for things better savored.
As it sometimes brings nothing but disgust.
A bitter taste you can't get out no matter how hard you try.
A spitting upon the pavement until memories fade.
How could we ever allow it?
A ignorant denial when we know it's going on all the time.
A religious belief of the out sight and out of mind.
Silence we tell them everything is fine,
A justification to investigate things in house,
As if their wouldn't be any bias,
A dismissive response to anyone speaks up.
It didn't happen.
You now have to leave because we have found nothing to substantiate your accusations,
With you gone so will be the problem.
But the root never being pulled it will resurface again and again,
It something that we can not defend.
Their nothing so righteous in existence.
That we should completely ignore something so wrong,
We can't stain such a precious name.

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Opinions

My opinions are not made to gather fame.
My opinions are not made to impress.
For I know I'm not a success or prodigy child
Not by a long mile.
Not much style.
It's not worth it, hasn't been for a long while.
I keep planting my beds of roses hoping one of them will grow.
Inspire and show.
Shine and glow.
But again I hear the woe is me.
What a rotten apple tree
A fall far to be free.
An with it a celebration of my passion
I'm not dashing
In fact most consider me far from attractive.
Keywords being most.
And with I must toast.
Of knowing love, and what a gift it comes from above.
A happening of chemical interactions.
Romance as I dream it.

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(Drug Poem) Bad Trip

Talking to someone
who really isn't there
Feeling slightly scared
I was never prepared
Elves dropping from the trees
Those little demons
Tear into my skin
Telling me ill never be forgiven

Its another bad trip
I doubled dipped
Two under the tongue
And the fun begun
Run just run

It was cheap
But I paid for it steep
Double vision
Everything was spinning
Then the sky turned black

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She's One of The Fearless Ones

Reminiscing with old friend about the past.
she is another one of those fearless ones.
Courage against it all.
Waging a sentimental war against world.
living by a means to an end.
a great sacrifice so others can have a better life.
She is one the fearless ones.
Braver then i could ever be.
no hypothetical bull. do or step back.
no hesitation in a moment of desperation.
no time to wait for the collaboration.
what is best must be done.
Oh yes most definitely she is one of the fearless ones.
preach what ever you want. but she will.
it doesn't make any less real. giving it all up.
all i can say to haters and debaters is shut up and get out of her way.
No time for all this talk
when none have walked that path in
which a great sacrifice must be made of course
she is one fearless ones.

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