Depression Said

Do you no who I am?
I am no saint I am no lamb.
I make you live in terror.
This you can not sever.
I live in your head.
I must be fed.
I need the taste of your blood.
Filling me like a flood.
I love how it flows like a river.
Always making you quiver.
You thought you were so stroung.
But you couldnt of been any more wrong.

I am your soul.
I am keeping you whole.
I love to watch you drool.
You are nothing but a fool.

I will never go.
This you must know.

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She'll hide her face

She'll hide her face when shes not alone.
she slaps on her a mask, but its not her own.
It's the mask that everyone else wears.
She wants to be just like them
supposedly free with glee.
Free from her troubles, worries and strife.
Free from her demons that dominate her life.

But when the darkness falls.
And she's all her alone she can't hide her face.
Her mask falls and crumbles apart.
Her heart fills with the numbness she's had for many years.

Now her tears will fall she's all alone.
In her last bid for a better life,
She let the mask slip once.
She had to put it on again as they stared at her in disbelife.
The world didn't want to see her pain.
Rather belives she's an annoying pain.

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In the ruins of your game

Im stuck in the ruins of your game.
I remember everthing clear as day.
You told me it would be a fun game.
Fun for you mabey.
It was sheer hell for me.

In the ruins of what you did.
I'm left in an everlasting pain.
It was left within the wake of what you did.
Im left within ruins.

Im in a shell of my self.
Im angry really bloody angry.
It all knaws away at me.
Eating its way through me.

Am I a bad person?
Was it my fault?
Is the unaswered questions.

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The Only Way Now

Some days I just wish.
I could run and hide.
No matter where I go.
Suicide seems my only way.

My life is not worth it.
All this pain and suffering.
I dont want to be here anymore.
The only way is suicide.

Nobody can help me.
I cant fix myself.
Nobody knows the real me.
Suicide is the only way.

I put on this false act.
And slap a smile upon my face.
When really Im dying inside.
The only way is suicide.

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Suicide is slow

Suicide is not quick, It is very slow.
Trust me I know, I have tried.
Suicide is no fun no fun at all.
Suicide is painfull.
It's no laughing matter.

Suicide will eventualy claim me.
But to that I am not bothered.
I'd be happy to let it win.

For those who have strength,
Keep fighting you will win.
As for me it's far to late.
Suicide has me now.
It's geared up with depression.
They both have me gripped.
Trapped in the vice.

Suicide is no joke.
Trust me I know.

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Miss Me but let me go

When I finally come to the end of my road
T|he stars set for me
I want no gloom filled room

Why cry for a soul set free?
My soul was burdened.
And my life was my prison.

Miss me a little, but not for long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that once we shared
This was somethinG I had to do.
I needed to be free.

Miss me, but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take each must go alone.
I had to end my pain.
So my life I did now take.

A step on the road to home where at last life dont nother me.

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Destroyed

Her sits a girl sad and all alone.
She wishes she could have a happy life.
She only wants to be free.
But bad memories stain her heart.

Rape and abuse all her life.
It was all she ever knew.
Right from the start and the beginning.
The girl wishes for a knew tommorrow.

She sits all alone.
The memories and the voices.
Getting to her once more.
She hates it all but what can she do?

Her heart has died.
And she has been destroyed.
She can't trust now.
All men seem to be her enemy.
She wont go far alone.

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Don't cry for me mum

The time has come for me to say goodbye to you.
I want to stay with you forever mum but I can not do so.
Becuase a distant voice told me it was time to go back home.

My painful crap life with relife is to end.
For there aint nothing left for me now.
I know you'll never accept my last jorney.
But it is with peace that I go.

But where ever I am.
No that I never ever meant to cuase you pain.
If you want to see me look to the sky.
I'll be the shiny star.

I no it will be hard for you but your life must go on.
Becuase you had given me everything that you ever had.

Yopu tried your best to be me back from the brink.
But all your actions tryed were no use.
But my pain won against your wish and love.

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I turned my back on the world.

When your new day starts without me.
Let your eyes no tears to fall.
It's the choosen way that is all.

The angel came to get me.
And took her hand to leave this world.
As I turned to walk away a tear left my eye.
When I knew my loved ones would stay behind.
It was then that I realised they'd come with me in my heart.
Just as I would stay with them in theirs.

All my life I had pain.
In my eyes it was forever stained.
So I choose to turn my back on the world.
And leave with the angel sent for me.

If there was another way for me to stay,
Belive me I would have stayed.
And my life would not have faded away.

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I miss you so much

Here I am sat thinking about you,
Im sure I hear you call my name,
Amy, Amy, Amy.
As I turn to see who's calling me
I see no one, only hear your voice.
What are you Trying to tell me?

I glance across the room,
To see if anyone else hears it too.
But no one seems to notice the look of shock on my face.

I miss you so much, I keep telling you,
But you don't seem to hear me.
I wish Id told you I loved you more.

Still you're calling out my name, only louder,
As the tears roll down my face,
I miss you all the more.
As I look around the room.
I expect to see you there.

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