Wall of Fear, Honesty and Religion
How did you break through?
It was fear that protected me
It was my wall of honesty
It crumbled like it built out of nothing but dirt
Brought upon all kinds of hurt
The unspoken to even the closest friends
I could never truly let anyone in
Was it pride?
Was it the lack of understanding?
Names can never brand me
Because I know of so much worse
Even as I say what could of happen
Help wasn't really what I needed
It was what I believe
Held together with ropes so strong
A mental brick wall
But even the strong sometimes fall
How do I build it again?
I no longer fear it
The truth holds my own conflictions and contradictions
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My Credence
No bother just explaining it without really explaining it.
Its Metaphorically Speaking
Metaphorically preaching.
Its my candle I light every night.
Not yours or the authors.
So to burden someone with something I can carry.
Why I ask?
No I will not share the bag of bricks.
For guilt burns, hot to the touch.
Carrying a coal as if its my own soul.
Maybe it is.
We are all victims.
To that which what I call life.
It hands us cards and tell us to play.
I doesn't have to be fair or equal.
We just have to do the best with what has been dealt.
Like it or not who we are is who we are.
We can't change
but only make it better with each heart felt letter.
I have my words
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Losing Yourself(Revised)
The music drives me,
Into a cationic state.
The numbness slowly fades away.
Trying to forget all the bad.
If only not to lose all the good.
Little by little
A tit for tat
Another broken contract
The water seems a little too murky
I think just maybe I'm too worrisome.
Grind the flint and steel
Create that spark
Make you mark
Because soon it'll be dark
Covered in absolute blackness.
An outer body experience
Astral Projection
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A Controversy in Terms (Read at Your Own Risk)
A controversy in terms.
I haven't heard anyone or say anything about it
So here it goes
Abortion
Yeah that dirty word
My opinion is this their are scenarios where it should be acceptable
A child having a child
I believe at that age just because you conceive doesn't mean your ready to have one.
A rape producing a child
This one even the religious should allow as exception, due to the environment of conception.
A junky's giving birth
This one due to the fact of defects and disease that are spread.
I also believe that their are preventive and alternative options too.
Can we say contraception
Can we say adoption
But ultimately I believe it should be the woman's choice no matter my opinion or yours.
As men we take for granted that we don't have to deal with this nasty issue.
We tell the women what they can and can't do without going through the ordeals ourselves.
Think about telling a teenager daughter of yours you can no longer go to school because you have to keep and raise your kid.
Now imagine being that kid or woman.
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Discovering Your Own Soul
I stand before the mighty men.
The mighty mice.
Each has their own device.
Their own vice.
A substance to abuse.
A place to become confused.
A playground for the lost.
A walk upon ones own grave.
Looking down on it as if it ain't really there.
Looking for a alternate realty out of despair.
An utterance of curse words as they prepare in the body heart and mind.
And as this all becomes one.
They come to know this is their soul.
An embodiment of them, and as much as they try they really can never own it.
Yet it is connected in every single way.
A clone that will return to the earth one day.
A energy as powerful lighting that strikes without mercy.
A course not mapped to very last instant.
The postive and negative attract.
The solar bodies on a micro level interact.
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The Man Of Maddness
The man of madness
How can I describe the craziness
Forgetting his wallet on his back seat
Screaming at some lady cause they double charged him for his coffee
Keeping every single receipt
Penny pinching with deceit
Paying his employees
What he wants
When he wants
The American forced into slavery
Good honest jobs are just so hard to find
Whistle blowers aren't treated to kind
Top dollar is a figment of the mind
Faster faster
Do you jump while being held at finance gunpoint
Do you say I won't and ask for a raise
Or to be paid legally as you are.
Robbing from the taxes of the already poor
7.25 over, and 2.75 under.
Never truly work enough to collect unemployment
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The Hard Stuff
Bringing past friends into the present.
A separation in the place and time.
A collage so scattered, I really need to bring them back together.
Pieces of me are getting tinier.
It's as if they never existed.
All in my head,
In crazy town unknown and unheard of.
It never really happen.
Tricks of the mind.
An illusion built to justify.
A raising of skies as if they weren't high enough.
A pillow with not enough fluff.
Not either soft or gentle, but instead quite rough.
A kind of firmness.
A solidness that can hurt if fallen down onto to hard.
And I hit it exponentially.
As if I was traveling at the speed of light.
It brought pain upon every inch of my body.
As if I was falling into a pit with trillion of spikes.
All because of event surrounding all this hate.
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(Drinking Poem) A Rising Headache
You can't fix me.
Stop even trying.
I'm just bleeding not dying.
I'm not a child.
I don't need your mommy patronizing bullshit.
Just let me dive into the water.
Wish a splash it is all better.
Another memory erased.
Why do my escapes always leave bitter taste.
The eventuality of the unavoidable.
Devoid just listen those screams.
Oh what did you do this time.
Put that bottle down.
And I haven't even picked it up yet.
A crazy horse syndrome.
Crazy before I even am.
Notoriety of the sickness has played out.
But still I am devout.
She's such a beautiful crutch.
She's legal and she doesn't even cost much.
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One Night Is Just Not Enough For Me(Revised In Line Form)
I'm just so scared today.
Taken in the moment.
Living a let down is so hard.
Give me another drink, on the rocks please.
Can you just talk to me.
Can you do it just do gently.
My wings have just been ripped right off of me.
And all that's left is a scar that reminds me.
I have been forever marked.
Sinner or saint it don't matter to me.
We all end up the same place anyways.
Love or hate doesn't matter to me.
It all means the same.
Feelings so strong just can't be wrong.
This is where I belong.
A sense of self satisfaction.
Again I'm overacting to something so small.
It means nothing.
Time to realize.
Signs are all in the mined.
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If You Need A Reminder Just Look In My Fridge
I remember you, you and you.
But that's all I do.
Don't think you can invade my life.
When you are no longer part of it.
And you will never be again.
That storm has come and gone.
I've watch too many dawns by myself.
I picked up too many of the pieces from your aftermath of your destruction.
It is not a reluctance.
It's a absolute refusal.
Only a black flag waves.
The absence of all light.
The negative energies, the negative auras I can feel them when you come creeping around my front door.
Baton down the hatches it is time to prepare for war.
That is all feel.
Fire before I get caught in the cross fire.
They will be no more warnings shots.
Just get the hell out of here.
Let god give me the hand of fear.
And drive it right into your hearts.
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