Mental Invasion

Even if you pretend I'm not here.
I still have not disappeared.
I will not ever be anyone ghost.
Forever a feeling haunting.
A task upon me quite daunting.
How do I not step on so many of these egg shells.
Everyone is inflicting a new kind of pain.
This is driving me insane.
Going down in flames.
Red are my eyes.
Bloodshot and compromised.
The demon lies deep inside.
He hates everyday.
He wants to kill just for thrills.
Trust me these feelings are real.
Inside me the monster still live.
In the mind denied the right to forgive.
The hearts turn to ash.
It drifts away so fast.
It becomes as dust in the wind.

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(Personality Poem) A Attacking Angry Voice

The man who won't stop
Like an addiction, a self centered affliction.
I think he might just like hearing himself talk.
Someone please suggest that he needs to keep his mouth shut.

Over the hill tops
Under the roof tops
His voice echos.
Forever words chasing me down.
Attacking till I fall to the ground.
Just let me get up.
Give me a chance.
Before you say, you say.

You're a loser.
You're dilluted.
So shallow and ugly.
From the outside in.
Hell hasn't seen the likes of you yet.
Here's my anger on a plate.

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The Fight Of Your Life.

Getting ready for the fight of your life. The pressure is on. And you must be dynamite. Shine like never before. An insatiable appetite. No holding back. The thunder from my hands will be felt miles away. This is my last shot. And i shall falter not. Its life or death. Its without mercy. No pity for those who cant do for themselves. Revel in it. Its arrogance or confidence. Take your pick. I'm a royal prick. I'm a *ssh*le and a d*ck. But I'm living. Their comes a time when you must put the past behind. Three steps forward, two steps back. Always under attack. Well come I'm ready for the fight of my life. What ever it takes. Make or break. My will is strong. I know where i belong. Protecting them is over. I shouldered those burdens for way to long. Take a picture, savor this moment. For I'm ready for the fight of my life. Trying to predict the ending. Futile efforts. Betting on sh*t deals. Destroying what isn't real. It was never their. So now most despair and are not prepared. But I'm aware of what has to be done. Its not gonna all be fun. But im still ready for the fight of my life. Live and let live. So hard to forgive. Breaking so many ethical boundaries, all at once. Renouncing all claims. I want no parts of it. Your loss. Your cost. Substituting one bad habit for another. It wont happen again. No more friends cause I'm getting ready for the fight of my life. It will be the fight of my life and i must do it alone.

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(Hope Poem) Clinging On To The Last Bit Of Hope

Writing The Next Chapter,
Always The Next Chapter.
Clinging To The Last Bit Of Hope Knowing It Will Have To Due.
Know The Very Next Day Is Another Follow Through.
Where Is That Day Of Rest?
Where Is That Day Of Success?
A Life Full Of Emptiness.
Completely Monotonous.
Like A Soldier I Keep Putting One Foot In Front Of Next.
I Harbor No I'll Will Or Regret.
But I'm Still Getting Tired Of The Next.

Writing The Next Chapter,
Always The Next Chapter.
Clinging To The Last Bit Of Hope Knowing It Have To Due.
Knowing The End Is Far Beyond My Reach.
Even With All I Got It Means little To Nothing.
Materialistic Is So Unrealistic.
The More You Take The More You Got To Pay.
Maybe Sometime

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Save Somebody To Save Yourself.

Crying out, to not be just snuffed out. A pledge from the forgotten son. Truth in so many words can be won. A drive to make you live long enough to see your success. I'm not just trying to impress, but to make you see your work is not in vain. I'm come full on, guns blazing. Ready for everything and anything. A mission to the impossible dream so it seems. But I'm still here, so have no fear. A hero in the making as your hearts already breaking. Staving off the vultures who are waiting for death like its accommodation. No appreciation. Paying just for the ground in which you lay. Please enjoy your stay. Mass of friends and family beneath your feet. What a treat. But eh come on now it is what it is. Forget and forgive, live and let live. So i just dive in where i can, cause it makes feel like a better man. I've been falling in this quick sand and needed a hand. So now its time to embrace other end. So let me be your hero. Let me bring you above the clouds. Hold your head up without doubt. Yeah thats what im all about. Fates have sewn to a world so unknown. Together is definitely better then living for forever. Heart ache comes and goes just like snow. Sometimes just need to be a hero to save yourself. To quick to justification can lead to horrible revelations. A simple conclusion is what need in life. And doesnt involve your scarlet eyes looking so sad with a knife. Just let me be your hero, its what i need just to breath.

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Through A Poem

I meant you through a poem.
And you are now all thats on my mind.
Waitng in hopes for a response.
Somebody so like me its scary.
With words we must always be weary.

I don't know how far this will go.
But no matter it's nice to have another friend.
So close that words are not really needed.
But they first take precedence as a foundation trust.

Honesty tied on the end of this rope.
I'm hooked like a junky.
And I never can get enough.
Will you be the one?
And to think I meant through a poem.
All to through a poem.

And this I write for you as if its my last.
So personal, so quick.

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Stuck In A Dream

How do we quell the angering giant.
With a cradle and song to sleep.
Into a far away place we dream.
Visiting the pastures where it is always green.
Drinking from the magical stream.
A cool refreshing taste.
On the astral plane we do embrace.
In fantasies we do live.
If only for moment.
Before reality forsakes us.
Speaking in foreign tongues of their being no escapes.
What we see, what we know, oh how can this be.
Questioning the entire galaxy.
If for nothing else then reason.
To explain away the impossible painful memories.
A empty door to empty space.
Steps to retrace.
Following like lost little sheep.
Once the wool is gone, is it possible we might freeze?
A fear of who we are.

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I Live To Sin

A purpose so fitting that if it was true.
I could not deny it anymore then the tides coming back in.
But with a stroke upon my own ego and a wicked grin.
I'm here to tell you I live to sin.
I live not for you.
Your impression upon me is not permanent.
It is not concrete.
As much as it has changed me.
I'm still coming into my own.
Just think about this if it wasn't you it would be somebody else.
Damn these clones.
They look like me.
They talk like me.
They even walk like me.
But their just not me.
Too many mes not enough yous.
Here let me grab my eraser and lets see if yet again I can be the savior.
Or how about being infamous player.
Cause I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't.
Keep saying no you won't.

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Eat My Bliss

Eat my bliss, suck my kiss. Listen to me as i hiss. like a snake i creep up. I'm someone I'm only hoping you miss. Misperception, misdirection. Quite a pale complexion. Just eat my bliss, suck my kiss. Don't get pissed. No reason to be, don't you see. All is dead as the sea. Theirs no love in this barely beating heart. Pleasure is torn apart. Just eat my bliss, suck my kiss. No i will not reminisce. What was broken can not be fixed and i realize this. Being straight forward hurts you and I'm sorry but that's the end of it. I don't believe in second chances or dances. I'm not pretending, or defending. What was is gone. As the sun met the dawn. So just eat my bliss, suck my kiss. Miss priss, so stuck up with your self righteous bullsh*t. Just get over it. An impossibility, please treat it such. Its not asking much. Life is rough. No I'm not mr. tough guy. I'm just trying get by. So just eat my bliss, suck my kiss. Be honest receive hell for it. A rebel without reason. A false god preaching. A perplexing equation is which there no answer. Mysteries deep in the soul i keep. Searching to find what you seek. Until its found leave all my words unbound. Just eat my bliss, suck my kiss. Presumptuous it is. Assuming leaves emotions looming. Anger held right above my head. But its not getting in. Count to ten. Say you win. Put it to its end. Just eat my bliss, suck my mother f*cking kiss. Please just eat my bliss. All i want is happiness.

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Cruel World

Destiny keeps on spinning
Why does it seem like every time I get close.
Again the bad guys keep on winning.

She speaks of things I have never seen.
She acts like she is total into me.
Another flavor of curiosity.

Someone that has it all mapped out.
The happily ever after.
In my dreams I can wish.

As I close my eyes and try to sleep.
I'm wishing for that castle to keep.
She doesn't understand.

The good life when things are so easy.
A silver spoon of just the right size.
A marriage that goes just right.

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