Take me for who I am
Why cant you accept me?
Accept I am a person.
I have feelings too.
Just like you.
I hurt too.
Just like you.
I still feel.
Even though I hide it.
I still feel.
Take me for who I am.
Stop hating me.
Cuase Im not like you.
I have my own mind.
Take me for me.
Im not gonna change.
For you or any one else.
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Your angel has gone
Your angel has gone.
Her life is all but over and done.
She goes with no regrets.
It was her wish to go this way.
Every day was hell.
Your angel has gone now.
With the act of suicide.
She never ever meant to hurt you.
She loved you with all her might.
She loved you with all her heart and will.
Sadly that was not enough to pull her back.
To keep her from the brink of suicide.
And I am sad to say she has done the deed.
She has this message for you.
To mum and everone.
I am so sorry, truly I am.
I just couldn't fight on.
Not even my love for you,
could pull me back.
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Depression Is Never Clear but Suicide Is
Depresion is never obvious and clear.
But suicide is.
I told them all that I would do it one day.
Becuase my pain never seemed clear.
They can't deny it when they find my mangled body.
Then they will see
Depression is never a clear cut thing.
Depression is not as obvious as suicide.
As my bodyfloats in the air.
Tumbling towards my death.
Will they know then that this pain was real.
Will theyknowthen that mypain was true?
Will they ever know the pain ofmy heart?
But would they even care?
I doubt that they will even care.
After all who would miss a loser like me?
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Wings to fly. my babies
As we grew my our wings to fly.
Please don't question God why.
Don't think he is unkind Mummy,
We were choosen for grater things.
Our work Is in Heaven above.
To be your Guardian Angels.
Sending down our love.
We know you are sad Mummy.
But we are, with Jesus
And he sings us lullabies.
We watch you every day Mummy.
And we see you cry.
Mummy we wish you wouldn't cry.
we are waiting here in heaven.
And when you come home Mummy,
We will run to you.
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Here I stand alone
Here I stand all alone.
As I prepare to say say goodbye.
And turn my back on all I've ever known.
And I leave all the hatred and pain behind.
Here I sit alone.
As I take the lethal dose.
How cruel life can be.
How I tried oh I tried.
Here I sit alone.
Blood pouring.
And pills making me sleepy.
Now I no it won't be long.
Here I lay alone.
Dying in peace.
When they find me it will be to late.
I don't have to live a life of hate.
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Tortued by bastards
Tortured in childhood
And early teens.
Torture more day by day.
By some evil scum
That wanted his twisted pleasure.
He thought it was right to do it.
Right to rape and abuse a child.
Peice of fucking shit.
Tortued by more than 1.
Still stuck there
As it were only a day ago.
Tortured from a youn age.
All I can hear in my head
is its only a game.
Still stuck and tortured
By your vile face.
Some day
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Shattered innocence
You shattered my innocence.
You shattered everthing good.
You shattered my way of being.
My happiness has gone.
You thought it wouldn't matter.
You thought you'd do what you like.
Not caring if you hurt me.
All you said is it was a game.
You said I'd like the game.
You said you'd teach me something new.
You certainly did that allright.
You taught me pain.
You didnt care when I cryed.
When I asked you not to you laughed.
And spat in my face.
You shattered my innocence.
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Can pain ever be clear?
Can pain ever be clear?
Will it ever be as clear as the skies.
Nothing is ever cut and dry.
My life is falling down around me.
My heart hurts like never before.
I often wonder what is my life for.
Why can't my pain ever be clear?
Deppression is never obvious but suicide is.
My life is not mine.
It belongs to a force from futher beyond.
It belongs to those who want to bring me down.
Why can't pain ever be clear.
I'm here all alone.
No one around me knows my pain.
It hurts so much.
The pain from the years.
Hidden away but not forgotten.
My pain hurts.
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Today just aint my day
Today is just not my day.
How long do I have to pay?
I no longer wish to stay.
I always have to pay.
To day just is not mine.
I dont wish to stay.
I just wish to go.
To days not quite real.
All I do is cry.
I hate life.
I dont want to stay.
I pay for things I didnt do
And others I was made to.
Now all I want to do is go
People are always getting at me.
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With a flash
With a flash of your hands
And a flash of your smile.
You could bring me down.
You could hold power over me.
Im the scared little girl.
Im the one left scared.
With a pin
And with a knock
of your hands
I would obey
I never could fight you off
Always laid out stiff.
Mind seperated from body.
Used to kidd myself
it wasnt real
Used to tell myself
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