Questions Of Grife
They say we bring nothing into this world
And we take nothing out.
But this is not quite so true.
Cos we do bring love in this world
And we do take love out.
That we can be sure of without a doubt.
Dad my darling Dad I miss you so.
My tears though they are mine they arent on show.
I cant stop loving you Dad I just dont no how.
In this world you brought love and affetction.
And you made me me.
But you had to leave me how could this be?
Life can be cruel Dad
And life without you is sad.
But I try to remeber the life you had.
Time is no healer.
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The child inside of me
This child inside of me.
Is lost scared and alone.
She is hurt and abused.
She must not tell.
Bad things will happen if she did.
So She kept stum.
Never did tell a soul.
Not untill it was over
Then the next lot
Would begin
By a new person.
The child inside of me
She never could tell.
Bad things would happen.
People would think
It was her fualt.
The child inside of me is lost
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Please dont judge me
Yes I cut myself
Dont judge me please.
Not untill you no why.
Take the time to read.
Mabey you'll see I'm not crazy.
I'm not weird or mad.
Abuse and rape
Is the reason why.
Bulling And being judged.
The first cut was an accident.
After that I felt relived.
Instead of crying
I'd found a way.
Dont tell me I'm a physco.
Cos I'm not
Its my way of coping.
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She can not cry
You see the pain that lingers in her eyes,
But, her eyes remain dry
She won't cry.
She cant cry she dosent no how.
You see the anger that burns from her gaze,
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She dosent no how to cry.
If only her eyes would flood.
You see the fear that closes her eyes,
The smile she wears is a disguise,
She won't cry.
She has to hide this pain.
She just cannot cry.
You see the hope that is finally dead,
She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.
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He left today
My grandad left me to day.
The angels took him home.
Its said god picks the best.
I guess thats true.
My grandad went home to day.
He left to soon.
Now I have an ocean of tears.
He floats on a cloud.
He shines with the stars.
And he sings with the angels.
He shines in my darkest hour.
I feel his spirt near.
Its like hes always near.
I miss him, his warmth and his love.
Most of all I miss his way of being.
I miss his bight smile more.
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The final act
Screeching screams.
Sirens blaring out.
Someone knows just what I'm trying to do.
But the pills I alreay swallowed.
It was with grate ease.
Then comes the whirlwind of a spin.
And all your head will do is spin.
You know just what you want.
You want death not life.
You just want a means to an end.
But some fall finds out.
Ambulance and police arrive.
Knocking at the door.
Bludy idiots think I'll answer the thing.
Its the final act I want my death.
They knock once more.
I hope they've gone away.
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You say this and that
You say this and you say that.
You say I am barmy mad and insane.
You tell me I'm not quite the full ticket.
And I slowly brickit.
So then why wont you help me?
Why do I feel I'm struggling on my own?
And feel so alone.
You say I need help.
Fair enough.
I'm not arguing with you.
Only why are you to tight?
To stinchy to get me the help suggested?
You say I need help.
You say that I am mad.
You say I'm a danger to myself.
You say I am a psyco.
You even say I'm nuts.
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Just another mark
Just another mark
Inised and outside my head.
Theres nothing left to be said.
To much pain to much sorrow.
So much I cant restrain.
Im going insane.
You people you dont see.
At least not the real me.
You pass me by with a smile.
Not knowing I am on trial.
My eyes see and my ears hear.
Just no one sees the fear.
My thoughts all a race.
Just another day to face.
The scars you see.
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When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes.
All the evil that you did.
Returns and kills me inside.
I see you standing there.
With your twisted smile.
Luaghing at what you are about to do.
Whenever I close my eyes
All of you are there.
I hear you all the time
I still smell the vile sweat.
Every time I close my eyes.
I relive the pain.
It breaks me a little more.
I wake up stuggling for breath.
I cant close my eyes.
I see your face.
I hear 'it only a game'
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A Child Was Hurt
When I was a child you hurt me.
I was nothing but a mere girl.
I was only 5 years old.
I couldnt fight you couldnt fend you off.
A child was hurt.
A child was hurt for your fantasies.
That child was me.
I was only a wee girl.
A child was hurt.
It used to be a cool place to play.
It once was my faviorate place to go.
But you took that from me.
As well as raping me.
A child was hurt.
You said it was a game.
I knew it was rong.
It didnt feel right.
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