Habit

Habit

I'm not going back the fact of bring in place with temptation all around, that shakes my body thee expressions on my face I don't won't to touch and taste but I do it anyway. 

Can I say,
conviction took place on my inside and I'm feeling a little weak and I close my eyes to take sneak peek wants again at my habit. That stands in front it's like kryptonite crippling me, my heart and soul saying no, my flash saying yes! ! ! ! ! I need some help to get out of this mess my habit.

It became  a test I was about to fell I was under it's  spell to become slave to what I see, that habit that be calling me.

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Anger

Anger
(I'm my own worse enemy)

It
Became 
My drug
And I allowed
It to control
My every move

Loved it's power
When I allow it to take me from
Feeling happy to being put in a position to being in an angry mood.

Its power rains red and  birth mark on the ones in my mind who I think wrong me, and usually  the people who got my back the ones I know that loves me.

 When I wake up I try not to see  my self as bully! ! ! but some where deep inside there's a beautiful person in me, and I'm over situation quickly, so I don't have to face my issue that's with in me and that is I'm my own worse enemy.

Sir Clarence of greater

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Paralyze State Of Mind

I was left shaking my head in disbelief, was shock of what was happening to me. Trying my best to stomach the fact of what I  was told started to make me sick it zapped the energy right out of  my body, that mentally Clarence couldn't move. And I stood there for sometime wishing that I could birth a clue....... But still nothing, nothing  nothing! ! ! ! what do you do? when faced with tragic news that leave you in a paralyze state of mind rap around you like yellow tape.  And the crime has been committee and your love one is dead in it, with a flowing river of redness with a silent voice crying  out aloud to say that I'm SORRY. 

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The shadow

The shadow   

I see you, but in your mind you think you have everyone fooled.You only exist in the land of others that I call the hidden,  which means you, your a mask! ! ! ! ! ! , not comfortable with,  handling your own reality of emptiness. Faces  the same issues, but  like your act! ! ! ! ! Can't  face the real truth about you. Have thee answers for all, but when it's your turn you  can't get off the floor because of a lil scrap or bruise..... on the knee mister BLU that almost killed you not. Want to be above but stuck in the middle, the middle, the middle. I'm sorry the beginning 

             YOU ARE tHE
                (MASK)

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I felt your skin

    I felt your skin next to mines, it was spread like my silk sheets but better. The  feeling touched every part of my body like soft words that whispered in my ear by you, that the hairs on my skin and my....... stood up at attention to salute thee essence of your presence. Your love makes me want to become a Greater man for us, that's  what I dream, your faith in me pushes me to never give up. The time, the sweat, our tears, and the love we share became an  investment to go to the sky, because you were there every step of the way, being my #1 cheerleader that helped this man cross the finish line. Sir Clarence of greater love is the key that opens hearts

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Thee Unexpected

It took me by storm, but yet I did not won't to deal with it. The weight became so intense that it did not make no sense at all to me. And now I'm stuck in disbelieve like I'm going crazy. Trying to cope and stay a float but the pain I wish was a memory and it's killing me, to face the day that my fathers no longer with me, I'm doing my best, and it's  like a faith test either I pass or fail. But I will tell you the truth I just really miss him! ! ! ! ! you see so for give me and my attitude because his death is new and I no it's no excuse. I just wish I had the power to erase the pain the hurt and the memory that my father is no longer with me. Sir Clarence of greater

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I won heart

I won your heart

I won the heart of someone who pleaded guilt! of allowing enough stuff from other people to side track the sound and ear of another, in the process of seeing and receiving that love  still can rap you up like a warm blanket.

It's a risk because of others who had to experience a season that love  didn't feel so good, and the cycle of hurt continue until it's broken! I need for you to forgive what didn't happen! In which you created a wall to shield your emotion, your feelings, your heart. But at thee in of this journey I came a long naked offering you a present called chance! to see me in the light for who I am as man who will value the person I see U! ! !

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The Full Package

I need for you to hear me!
I know, I know, I know I must admit, that we started out with an agreement that were going to have a sexual relationship without attachments. And I thought I could handle just being friends with benefits! !  

You wouldn't believe going in this I just wanted my needs to be mat just like you! ! ! ! and I didn't have a clue that I started developing feelings for a person whom I had a verbally agreed that it just going to be about sex and that's it! and I look at this and say WOW WTF is going on...... With me

And I wrote this because  I wanted you to see me  differently and not just that small part of me sexually but a full package. The full package

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It's worth it

It's not easy but it can be worth it

Hear I stand, refusing to lie but I stand as a man who is guilty. I am  guilty of loving YOU, see you have no Idea what's in the Blu print of my heart, but I take the time each and everyday to make you a priority thur the good times and  thee opposite, the  breaks  downs, and the building back up with a decision to make it work, by the power of both parties agreement to stay. My love is action, that's dis played I can tell cause its written all over your face, with a smile that cant be hidden or erase,  I choose to love you, a I will not compromise nothing less  but 100% of your Love for me. it's not easy BUT IT CAN BE WORTH IT, Clarence.....

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A miracle survior

A miracle survivor

God is able to do everything, I was hit to the place that it almost broke my sprit that I did not want to get up out of my bed and  face the day, happy to be alive even tho tears fell from my eyes and on my face yes I cried! ! ! And that day I started to praise god in the mist of my pain because I was choosing to live and dying was not an option that day. Coping thur my pain made my sprit happy even in the mist of my weak state, it birth a smile in my heart that showed up on my face that my healing is on the way and it's about to take place. I develop enough faith in GODS ability that his power came over and this is my testimony  I'm completely heal on today miracle survivor.

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