What You See As Normal, I Just Don't See
i'm tired of getting told,
that sex is just a normal thing,
why do i have such a problem with it?
it's a natural thing to enjoy,
everything that was normal,
to me it just not normal,
to live life being afraid,
of the one thing, sex,
i can't get my mind around that,
i can't see it as something normal,
the first time i was introduced to it,
i was a child,
a freakin child,
i didn't have a choice,
sometimes it feel like,
i still don't have a choice,
ppl may tell me i do,
but they just don't get it,
how trapped i feel in my body at times,
my mind and body are seperated,
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Hard To Open Up Without Being Judged
saying what i feel is hard to do,
i don't open up much,
what's the point?
theonly personwho gets to judge,
is me!
other people don't need to know,
what i'm going through,
plus more,
so why do i need to open up?
to say what's on my mind,
when the only judge is me?
wouldn't you say?
it's wrong to judge a person,
you know nothing about,
just to find,
nothing you said,
never seemed to be true?
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Feel Like Taking Some Chances
i can't tell if this is real,
but i feel like i can do anything,
dealing with my past is hard,
it's even harder facing it alone,
it just something i felt i had to do,
very few can understand,
some don't really want to try,
it's a battle ppl think,
i can just leave alone,
i can't,
it's something i have to battle,
it what i don't like,
but in some ways,
it makes me stronger,
every step that i take forward,
is because i fought through them,
nothing comes by just waiting,
it something i learned,
it something i work harder at,
it never good to let chances,
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Just Let Me Know How You Feel
we connect in more ways,
then you say,
deep down our hearts are pure,
for what is true,
wouldn't you say, my dear,
your eyes look into my soul,
nobody ever been there before,
a question linger in my head,
should i let you in?
will you hurt me?
and say you just want to leave?
i wouldn't be able to handle,
the heartbreak that comes with love,
or could this be lust?
falling way over heels,
trying to impress,
something that is not worth having,
let me know before i fall to deep,
let me know before let you in,
let me know who you really are,
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Afraid V.s. Knowing
i have two side,
but, don't we all?
one afraid to face challenge,
but, the other side know,
i'll will make it through,
even in the times,
life doesn't seem to matter,
i have a feeling i will be fine,
even when everything feels,
crazy and out of control,
a part of me still knows,
life gets hard,
but i have to fight through,
who else is going to do it for me?
i'm learning along the way,
that it's okay to be afraid,
of the things,
i can no longer control,
because in the end,
there's a reason,
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Waiting....for Something To Come Along
days roll by,
and i bearly make it by,
i can't handle this pain,
that i've suddenly gain.
it's driving me insane,
because i can no longer be the same,
people don't seem to see,
everything i want to be,
i use to have dream,
now that things no longer what they seem,
i'm left feeling lost and confused,
and not knowing what to do,
that's how most of my days are,
not many people to give a damn,
ain't it a shame?
people who cause my unhappiness,
aren't trying to get me well,
but, instead they love to critize,
over everything i did wrong,
what is this world turning into?
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Just The Way I Am
i'm not perfect,
but who really is,
i'm different and unique,
that just all me,
there more to me,
then meets the eye,
just wait and see,
it don't take long,
i'm a person that act normal,
but, is different than you know,
that's okay,
because along the way,
i found somebody great,
somebody who remain true to herself,
because she realize,
she was perfect just the way she was,
everything about her,
is what made her who she is,
without all of differences,
she'll just be like everybody else,
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Friendship
A friend in a heart so far away
Friendship meant to be, she knows what to say
Two worlds but one, we live, me and you
that how I know we'll last, we'll will see it through
throw the quarrels of life, and a Topsy Turvy world
I believe i can, because of one special girl.
because of that one special guy,
i know i can,
i know when days get hard,
i will always have you,
to help me through the pain and suffering,
i will always return the favor any way i can,
ain't that what true love is,
always staying by their side,
through the bad and good.
because you are truely not like most guys,
you treat a woman like a queen,
that's a good thing,
because in the end,
you will always be good enough to be my king!
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Friendship part 4
spoken you did, with both head and faith
I like that, and I'm a patient guy. I would wait.
But we want honesty, so I'm going to tell you this
I have a bad twitch, in antipation of our first kiss.
you know a way to a girls heart,
must i say more?
your words are very touching,
because of what you have to say,
makes me go crazy waiting to talk,
the next day.
I'm glad I have a hold of your sanity
So now you can feel what you do to me
Telling me of the... and bringing me so close.
Brought to rearrange life - changing the course
From sadness, to happiness, love and hope
Loving one 'perfect', makes all easy to cope
with. life, death, sunshine, and rain.
Today I love you, and I'll love you tomorrow again...
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5-16-09
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Why Should It Matter
why should it matter who you like?
we are human being,
who is for somebody to judge,
we judge because we are afraid of the truth,
afraid that we won't find nobody to like us,
but when we do find love,
we run from it as fast as we can,
it what we want,
but soo afraid to go after,
so why she we bring somebody else down,
for who they like and attracted to,
if it makes them happy,
should we just be happy,
but instead we kind of hate them,
why?
because they have the courage,
to put themselves out there and find love,
while you sit from the sideline,
wishing you had what they had,
the confident, willpowere, and courage,
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