Hanging On

stuck figuring out what's right,
hanging on to one hell of a ride,
because if feels like you,
the only one that cares,
i can understand that it'syour life,
but, do you have any guilt?
of the way i feel everyday,
because you can say sorry,
but, can't do anything,
why am i here?
who really cares?
because of wht happened,
do anybody even see?
that i don't want to be here,
because i can't be me.

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4-21-09

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Queen

some may say i expect to much,
what do you think?
you don't have to take care of me,
just buy me what i want,
make me happy,
treat me well,
and you will go far,
i be everything you want,
and i can show you how,
follow me,
there's no turning back,
from the unknown,
when we are one,
i will always treat you right,
and make you happy all night,
all i ask for in return is.....
to treat me like the queen,
i know i am.

4-8-09

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Hope And Faith Goes A Long Way

life is full of suprises,
live it as it passes by,
never blink,
or you'll miss a moment,
filled with love and joy,
belifeve me,
when i tell you,
it not as bad as it seems,
take it from a girl,
who wanted to die,
because of what life left her,
if i can make it through,
so can you,
just say,
! si se puede!
because you can do it,
with a little hope and faith,
that all i needed to still be living.

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Crazy Moment

what can i do?
when things don't go my way,
i sit and wonder,
why life unfair,
why life never goes as plan,
i get mad,
knowing i can never have it my way,
but, after another day,
everything feels perfect,
like nothing went wrong,
and you ask yourself,
what the hell happen?
one moment you mad,
that the next,
nothing wrong,
all of these emotions,
that you can't control goes crazy,
all because life don't go as planned.

5-1-09

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Leave Me Alone

what the f**k do you know?
yeah i f**king need help,
i need people to quit judging!
yeah i don't think like you,
i'm opened minded,
how would you feel,
if i told you 'get help'
i don't f**king need help!
i need you to leave me alone,
i need you to help me through,
i know i'm not normal,
leave me alone!
god made me that way i know,
what your excuse?
don't have one?
do you?
so i have something to say!
'leave me alone i'm fine! '

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Things I Hate

i hate my life
if you were me you know why
i hate people who pretend they care
if you don't care leave me alone
i hate the things i was able to do
now i'm left changing my ways
i hate life is hard
will it ever get better?
i hate, i hate, i hate
is that all i do?
hate what i can't change?
there have to be a better way
nothing i do is working
everything i try
i'm hating
when will life make sense?
when will i stop hating?
when i'm dead?

3-9-09

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Feelings Left Untold

i pretend i'm les,
just to wonder if you even care?
but in my way,
it how i keep myself safe,
how do i tell you how i feel?
when it not be,
what i want to hear?
when are we ever going to piece together,
what we once have?
at times im happy,
and others times im left with questions,
are you truely in love,
or am i the one you want?
is there really anything left to what we had,
or am i looking at a furture,
where friends is all we ever be?

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I was drawn to you, and just didn't know it was you

how did i not know?
you were the one,
that i had a crush on,
and i finally found the confident,
to speak to you and hug you,
when i did not know,
was it you hair?
was it your smile?
you look so cute,
and you seem to have,
a personality to match,
you wear your heart on your sleve,
i like that,
what other man,
knows how to be sensitive,
and not care what ppl think,
it's who you are,
no fake mask,
just you,
it no wonder,

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Not Belonging

i'm lost in a world where nobody understands me,
whether it who i am or who i'm becoming,
will i ever be accepted in this place we call life?
or will that all this ever be, a place called 'life'?
at times i wonder,
what the hell am i doing here?
people seem to keep me here,
but, is that really what i want?
to be on this earth?
unhappy and feeling like a slave?
because that what it feels like i became
just a person in this world that don't belong.

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How Do You Deal?

how do you deal?
when life not what it seems,
everthing falling apart,
nothing going your way,
lost and confuse,
just not knowing what to do,
yeah life sucks,
but, do you just give up?
never knowing how to deal is crazy,
but, doing things that don't help
is wrong,
but, how do you deal?
when things are crazy,
nothing going your way,
just wonder when it will get better,
because this question lingers,
'how do you deal! '
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3-18-09

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