A Place Called 'life

i feel so alone,
in this place call life.
i hear great things
and bad things.
which do i believe?
mostly the bad things.
times like this.
it seems so true.
just like how i'm here feeling blue.
nobody seem to listen.
nobody seem to care.
hiding becomes my only way out.
will that be all i do?
it so easy to act like i'm fine.
than people ask questions.
when i know they don't really care.
because i so alone in the place called life.
Copyright © 2009
10-14-08

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What A True Friend All About

aug,14,2010

everytimed i cried,
you were right by my side,
when people turned away,
you never did,
when i wanted to die,
you asked me why?
when i thought people stopped caring,
you always lend a hug,
through thick and thin,
you remained true to me,
it means alot,
that you cared alot,
when i felt alone,
you were my company,
and until this day,
you reminded me to pass on the love,
and what a true friend is all about,
when life became difficult.

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Free

let me be free,
does it kill you?
that i want to be me?
just let me go,
i'll be fine,
let me learn,
but, always care,
let me explore,
don't hold me back,
don't hold me down,
let me be all i can be,
but, keep me close in your heart,
be there when i need a hug,
be there when my world becomes too much,
but, let go just enough,
to be who i want,
but, always lend a hand,
when i ask for help,
but, better yet,
i just ask to be free.

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Fear Getting The Best Of Me

i let fear get the best of me,
when i need to speak my mind,
what's up with that?
i'm learning how to speak my mind,
but, it all come at a cost,
i only get lost,
when i don't know what to say,
all that paralize me with fear,
what can i do?
nobody going to fight my battle,
how can i with this fear?
because i want to be somewhere
than right here,
but, one thing that keeps me in the same spot,
is my fear of being somebody different.

Copyright © 2009
4-16-09

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Just Let Me Take Control

i know this is not the way,
but, it's the only way i feel i can win,
i can't deal with life,
there seem to be no way i can win,
would you agree,
everything messed up,
can't change what i want,
so all i say is let me go,
i don't want help,
that just mean more fo me to do,
life not easing up,
left with same stuff,
would you agree?
stress builds anger,
anger builds urges,
urges to take my life,
but, to some that not agreeable,
to the one thing i do want.

5-6-09

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As life goes on it gets easier

time pass by,
and there is still not a time,
that i don't think about you,
about what my life would be like,
if you were still here to help me through,
what i will be,
with you still walking,
by my side,
through the ups and downs,

it still not as hard as it was,
to continue my dreams,
but some days do get the best of me,
and i just try to stay positive,
because i know in the end,
everything will be alright,
not everything is as black and white,
as it may seem.

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Freaky

boy, you are a freak,
don't take it as a bad thing,
i like to be just as freaky,
i just don't show it,
the way you move your body,
and those images,
you put inside my head,
i will never look at a song,
the same way again,
it's a little scary,
i'm trying not to confuse my past,
with the present,
it hard to stay grounded,
so many images, and flashbacks,
it's like all the same,
until i take a step back,
i can see clearly,
this i want,
back than,
i didn't have a choice.

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Sparks Fly

by: leslie and mona

although it won't be long,
until we talk,
it almost feels like foreever,
when we are apart,

you always say the right thing,
no matter if i'm,
happy or sad,
you make my day brighter,

i just thought i let you know,
the way you make me feel,
because everyday gets better and better.

I may not know your face
But I can see your smile
And I can feel your heart
And I can hear your thoughts...

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I Was Young

i was young,
i didn't know any better,
i've thought the only way out,
was to take my life,
it wasn't getting any better,
people don't understand,
what i have to put up with,
but, in the end i've realize,
suicide is never the answer,
no matter how bad you want to,
so many people will miss you,
would you want that?
everybody hurt because you're gone,
mad because you left without a good-bye,
but, what can i say,
i didn't know before,
what i know now.

Copyright © 2009
4-9-09

poem by Mona Martinez
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How i am

it's easy to enter my heart,
but it's hard to stay there,
when you lie to me so many times,
it when i have enough,
when you treat me wrong,
it something i don't put up with,
you may be the best thing,
that ever happened to me,
but i know when i should be treated better,
people say i act too much like a princess,
but only becuz i treat people,
better than i treat myself at times,
i know i deserve the same back,
people just can't seem to understand,
what they have until it gone.

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