The End

insomnia finally got me going insane
wished i could blow out my brain
would u miss me or cry if i did try
or like everyone else would u lie

no matter what i do or how i feel
all of it is a dream and none of it seems real
my soul is tired and shatterd apart
nothing left but pain in my heart

loving u is all i want to do
like everything else it's not true
so let's just stop the pretend
and be honest say this is the end

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Me

everyday i live with pain
no sun for me just rain
lost all i had and pushed u away
i wanted to tell what happend that day

but didn't had the strenght to
say how much i needed you
was afraid of what you would say
feared you would leave and turn away

now were even further apart
and i got a hole in my heart
why was i so stupid i scream
why did i destroyed our fragile dream

only darkness till the end of my day
because i destroy all love that comes my way

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Good Guy's Don't Finish

why owh why am i a good guy
i'm not an ass no matter how i try
im done and don't get the reason why
girls always say i want a good guy

u treat her with love and repect
it will not have the wished effect
the good guy sucks i like the bad guy better
the ass leaves her standing in stormy weather

now tell me what must a good guy do
cuz i will never be good enough to girls like you
might as well beat my head against the wall
cuz a good guy aint meant to finish at all

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Untitled

the sun turned into rain
my heart feels only pain
i said no problem it's alright
i lied u were my star shining bright

after all u said and done
i hoped u would be my number one
i told you how much i care
but you acted like i was air

u changed the subject fast
is ur love for me in the past
u called my love for u a thing
now my heart does no longer sing

wondering why did i even ask
my happy face is now a mask
i promissed i would never lie
so to be honest i want to die

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The Deal

what do you do
when the devil says
it's time to pay ur due

u offered me ur soul
ehhm really i dunno
can't remember that at all

fine then i will make u see
his hand toched my face
now remember it with me

it was a dark and stormy day
i asked for love and in change
he could take my soul away

stop no more i don't want to see
i remember what i said to you
fine but ur soul u coming with me

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Forever even in death

driving myself insane
put a gun against my brain
blowing out my final breath
is that it she said

while running from ur fears
u leave me behind in tears
u have so much to share
but i just don't care

while i turned away
she started to pray
dear deity make him see
only he completes me

i closed my eyes
and saw the dark skies
she heard the sound of the gun
her nightmare had just begon

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Liar

i'm done with taking crap from you
nothing from what u said was true
all u did to me was lie now your sad and cry
i don't trust you anymore and you wonder why

it was all because of your little lie
for a month u left me to wonder why
what i did or didn't do i thought the dream could be true
instead i suffered because i didn't hear from you

u said sorry didn't want to hurt your feeling
but keeping me on a string was that your true meaning
you already had another guy but still you lied
now theres nothing left my heart died

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Love Kills

I came here for you.
I've watched you for days.
You're everything a man could ever want.
It's not just your face, your figure or your voice.
It's all the things I see in your eyes.
I see a crazy calm.
You're ready to face what you have to face.
But you don't want to face it alone.
She's soft and warm and almost weightless.
Her perfume a sweet promise
that brings tears to my eyes.
I tell her that I'll save her from whatever
she's scared of and take her far, far away.
I tell her I love her.

The silencer makes a whisper of the gunshot.

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Witches Trap

the one that used to keep me sane
is the one who destroyed my fragile brain
thoughs that twirl in my head are strange
for people around me they sound derange

is this how it's suppose to be
that people are afraid of me
whenever i get close or near
there eyes show nothing but fear

but not her she doesn't fear me
close to me is where she wants to be
the one that is messing with my brain
and keep causing nothing but pain

again i picked her out of a ditch
damned am i cursed by this witch
no matter what i do or say
she won't let me go away

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Goodbye Lovely

my words get lost in the air
you don't answer or don't care
again not a word to me today
what is it that you don't wanne say

only when u need me u call me
is this how it's suppose to be
i can't believe that it's true
i feel nothing but love for you

no matter how bad u treat me
you are the only one i want to see
i dream about holding you close
but now my heart did froze

i just didn't see that you and me
were just not ever meant to be
i will hold you forever in my heart
but from now we will be apart

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