My World

Welcome to my world
Don’t worry you’re not blind
It’s the darkness in what I’m curled
You’ll not find my world that kind

You won’t find your way
No light will help you now
In this place there is no day
Your escape I won’t allow

So why don’t you just give up
It’s so easy don’t need to try
Just don’t drink from deaths cup
Coz I don’t want my new toys to die

So sit down enjoy they view
To get out alive you need to see
Not with your eyes but see what is true
See what this world really is to me

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Bloody Murder

Bloody murder bloody murder
Nothing tastes as sweet
As this delectable bloody murder
Even if this feeling is fleet

Oh didn’t I warn you then
When I said leave or you will pay
I’ll write this in deaths darkened pen
You should listen to what I say

Don’t turn back the blades not still
Don’t look back the bloods still warm
Who said I had no will to kill
Who said I was innocent in every form

Crackle like the madman listen and hear
There’s nothing worse than a broke mind
Soon he shall see my name clear
You think these bonds truly bind

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Crazy

It's the ability to burn without fire
Its being able to hear the truth from the liar
The constant torture without pain
Losing yourself to find something to gain
It's the cuts that don't bleed
It's the want without the need
The sight with blind eyes
Wishing for wings when you can already fly
It's the voice from the mute
It's the gun no man can shoot
The cry with no tears
The ability to face your fears
It's the water that is dry
It's the life that can't die
The logic you can't apprehend
Because you know a reality that won't bend
It's the wish that is never made
It's the waterfall that never will cascade
The lies one can make to hide the truth
The ability to believe without proof

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First Tear, Last Smile

You leave me one last smile
You know your days are cursed
You know as you travel mile by mile
But you will always be my first

Never expected you to leave me alone
Never wanted to be separated eternally
Never again will you ring my phone
Never to see you, now I burn internally

You promised me your heart
The tears that flowed as you kneeled
Said nothing would rip us apart
Now this wound shall never be healed

I see you leave, I said goodbye
Expecting, like a fool, to see you tonight
Now I hear the news, these tears I cry
Because it can’t be true … right?

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Observation

Between you and me, I fear for her
I do feel in a way but I must say sir
That although she belongs completely to him
The chances that he sees himself as hers are slim

Between you and me, I cry for that girl
I mean who cares about dresses or a string of pearl
If the beauty of the gift is not given but taken
Well at least maybe now they will both awaken

Between you and me, you would disagree?
Why do tell, what is it you deduce from what you see?
You, my dear sir, are a genius! Of course she gave him reason
How did I not see her hideous, uncouth treason!

Well between you and me, I must say this
Maybe they are as bad as each other, such a false kiss
But from the mistakes we observe may we play a better game
God know that the consequences of theirs puts ours to shame

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Silent Addiction

Feel alive, oh how it feels so good
Don't do it on purpose, can't stand the looks
You never knew, never understood
Just how it makes me want, makes me feel
And now im different, separated, alienated
But you won't care; it's too much to bear

How badly I want to tell you now
Show you what stops me being with you
But can't show what my heart will not allow
Nor can I face a fear that is so near
So I'll sit back, relax and let the blood flow
Because they won't see what won't let me be

Look now, look and see what I hide behind
See the scars; tell me what I should do
To this dark fate am I truly resigned?
Or is there something to help fight this need
I feel so restricted, convicted to feel addicted
Why does no one hear me scream and plead?

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Goodbye! ! !

You don’t know what you missed
Sometimes I think of the list
Of what keeps us apart
And I know its coz I have a heart

You gave me a little trouble
Left my mind in a muddle
But now I’m free
Coz you mean nothing to me

Oh let me forget my lies
For I used them to disguise
How evil you really are
But I know this wont scar

You gave me a little trouble
Left my mind in a muddle
But now I’m free
Coz you mean nothing to me

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Ghost of who?

These words wrap themselves around my throat
Barbed wire grows and they nurse a poisoned coat
Simple words that my mind cannot, will not allow
Make my eyes bleed dark and my head bow

These syllables, letters, rhythms and vowels
Around my blackened soul they now prowl
I know that these sounds are what hurt the most
But I beg you to see, these are the words of a ghost

They care not what has past, how many have left
Nor do they see what they do as an attack, a theft
But surly you understand the pain I now feel
Because of their shallow vengeance my mind reels

Why can't you see just what they have done to me!
I try my best to dispel their dagger hopes to be free
But somewhere deep down I know it's only a matter of time
Before they break down my defences and cross that line

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Chase

You're dangerous and we both know it
Not going to let this situation just sit
No, you have to pull out all the guns
This is a game and we're both going to have fun

I'll follow your tail until you lose your sight
And we both know we'll meet that night
Nothing will be spoken, nothing left to break
In the eyes of the onlooker whose runs for his own sake

Theres a lot that you need and unwilling to receive
We both know that's the reason you always leave
Never stay longer than that night, but its alright
I know that you're the one who'll lose this little fight

Leaving a trail of bread crumbs does nothing to deter
In fact I just see it as a successful little lure
Maybe I'm not the only one who's playing all out
Maybe I should watch my back with you about

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Leave me now

I don’t wanna see your eyes
I don’t wanna hear you lie
Not after you made me cry
Not after you watched me die

My heart and mind at war
My mind wants you to walk out the door
However my heart wants you even more
Where is the peace I hope for?

I’m lost in an ended love
In a life I’m sick of
This pain I suffer from is dumb
Caused my soul to become numb

I can’t keep believing
I know you are only deceiving
So why do I search for you
When I know you don’t search for me too

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