Dreams

I've dreamed many dreams

I've screamed many screams

Theres been so many times

when tears kept running from my eyes

but I still go on and live my life

I never stop doing my best

I will never take a rest

Like me or don't

It's what you want

Look at all the stuff i achieved

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Hate (2)

I hate the way my family acts.
I hate that I feel like I'm wearing a mask.
I hate that one knows.
I hate not knowing where time goes.
I hate that My fathers dead.
I hate that I'll never see him again.
I hate bouncing from home to home.
I hate not saying goodbye before I go.
I hate not telling anyone.
I hate a lot of the shit i've done.
I hate the fact my mom is the one who shows she cares.
I hate feeling theres no one there.

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Hate

I hate the way my family acts.
I hate feeling like I'm wearing a mask.
I hate that no one knows.
I hate not knowing where time goes.
I hate that my fathers dead.
I hate that I'll never see him again.
I hate bouncing from home to home.
I hate not saying bye before I go.
I hate not telling anyone.
I hate a lot of the shit I've done.
I hate the fact my mom is the only one who show she cares.
I hate feeling there's no one there.

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My Feelings

Sometimes I think when I die no one will crie.
I'll just go down knowing no loved me.
I'll know I never made anyone happy.
All I did was make people believe I wasn't going to be something.
all they believed was oh she'll never be nothing.
Sometimes I believe that i'll be nothing more than a diseased rat.
I might get a's in school.
But when it comes to life i'm nothing but a fool.
And now as i die and go down under.
all I do is wonder.

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I Feel Like

I can't stop thinking about you
It's breaking me in two
I wish you would just stop hurting me
I wish that you woul see
That I am only trying to help
Someone other than myself
I feel like curling up in a ball and crying as I die
I feel like putting a bullet between my eyes
I don't know why you feel the need to destroy me
why as a friend you can't just enjoy me
Well I'm going to go and slice my leg
I probably won't be back or I might be dead

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Still In love

I am still in love and don't know why.
I am still in love with a certain guy.
A guy I thought I would hate.
A guy I secretly appreciate.
A guy who was always true.
A guy unafraid to say I love you.
A guy who liked me for me.
Not my looks or my body.
A guy with money and a heart.
A guy who never went too far.
A guy who didn't change.
A guy when with friends stayed the same.
A guy who sounds to good to be true.
Gaspard Baleau I still Love You!

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Depressed (2)

I am depressed and no one knows.
I am depressed but won't let it show.
I am depresed because of lies.
I am depressed but won't cry.
I am depressed because of my families crap.
I am depressed because of my dad.
I am depressed because I can't live with my mom.
I am depressed because I'm all wrong.
I am depressed because of what I do.
I am depressed because I can't tell you.
I am depressed and no one knows.
I am depressed but won't let it show.

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Old Love

i would love to be in ur arms n stare into ur eyes. then plant a kiss upon ur lips in pleasant surprise. any pain u have i would heal. id give u happiness that feels so real. id fight away all ur fears. id catch each n every one of ur tears. id yell ur name to hear u yell in return. id walk through fire n not care if i burn. id do anything for sme1 as amazing as you. id never let u again feel blue. ur amzing n u shld know it. so i wrote u this poem just to show it.

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If I Die

If i say goodbye
Please don't cry
If say goodbye
Its cause of all the pain in my life
If i say goodbye
Know i love you and always will
If i die
it was most likely of taking too many pills
if i die
know i'll keep you safe forever
if i die
know that its better
If i die
It was my choice
If i die
You no longer will hear my cracked voice
If i die
I will lose all my biggest dreams
if i die
i have broken lifes seems

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Dead Father

when your fathers dead
your heart fills with dread
my father died in the year 2005
when he was alive my life was filled with pride
somtimes i just wish i could go back in time
go back and save his life
when i heard the news that he was gone
all i could say is no hes too young
he was 39 years old
he still had about 60 more to go
my heart bleeds knowing were apart
but at least i know hes still in my heart
my heart filled with dread
when i found out my father was dead

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