Fear Of You

I fear of you leaving me all alone
Leaving me to suffer with pain
Fear of you hating me
Hating me 'cause I tried to help you when you didn't want me to
Fear of you wanting to kill me
Like every other guy that kills their girl
I fear that you will turn in to someone that your not
I fear of you

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Listening to My Heart

I try to listen to my heart
But when you have 50 others
Disagreeing with your heart
You don't know what to do

Wondering which way do you go
Is it right or wrong
I trust that my heart will lead me in the right direction

My heart knows how I feel
Knows my life
believe in yourself
Do what you think is right

Listen to what your heart is saying
Trust in yourself
My heart, your heart knows whats best for us

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Can't Tell No One

There's no one that I can talk to
When you pull me into your arms I feel like I'm your lover forever
I can't tell no one cause no one would ever understand how much I truly love you
When you hold me I feel like that's where belong and I never want you to let me go
Lock me in your heart and throw away the key
No one can take your spot
Your kiss makes me go crazy for you more and more
It makes me crazy that I can't tell no one about you and how you make me feel

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I'm Sorry Part 2

I'm sorry that I'm not the best thing that walked you're way
I'm sorry that I can't be like her
I'm sorry that you can't accept the fact I will never look like that
I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect girl

I'm sorry that you won't love me for me
I'm sorry that I'm not the hottest chick you know
I'm sorry that I'm not tan enough for you
I'm sorry that my hair looks a mess

I'm sorry I don't have the best shaped body like a model
I'm sorry that I'm not tall enough for you
I'm sorry I can't be you're dream girl

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I'm Looking For A Shooting Star

Outside on the deck
Looking into the sky at the stars
Its dark and chilly out

I'm looking for a shooting star
To wish upon tonight
Trying to find a way to rid this pain

If only a shooting star would pass, my way
I would be able to wish upon it tonight
And wish all this pain away

This pain is bringing me down
Feels like the pain is a load on my back
Ready to move on without pain and move on with life

Ready to wish upon a star and wish all this away
Wish all the pain away
Because I'm tired of it all

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Walking Through High School

This is it everything that you have gone through is now memories.
All of your happy and sad times in high school have now faded.
A new life has begun on your own.
No more waking up dreading that this day will never get here.
Now the day is here and your missing everyone before they even
walk through these high school doors.
Every memory is left unsaid.
On graduation day everyone cried, I even cried.
Knowing that I may never get to hang with my friends ever again.
Hoping they'll be here for my graduation crying with me.

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Looking For A Shooting Star

Lying under the stars
So bright and beautiful
Looking for a shooting star
So I can wish this pain away

I'm tired of hurting
Tired of crying
I need this pain gone

I don't know what to do
Everywhere I go I can't help but wonder
What would my life be like if this pain was gone
Cause its killing me and tearing me a part

I don't think I can handle it
I've held on for to long
This pain is not worth the time anymore

As I lie under the stars
So bright and beautiful

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Rain and Pain

I'm standing in the rain
Its washing this pain away
The rain makes me weak
But I feel so alive

The pain is finally gone
Until the rain stops
Then the pain comes back
But the hurting is worse

I wish the rain could drown this pain
Take it away
Cause its killing me
If its not one thing its another

When it rains I go outside
Just to feel it on my skin
It makes me feel alive
And it takes away this pain

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She's

Can you look at me and see this little girl inside
Can you see that she's hurt
She's broken and bruised by the world
With no where to go she runs and hides within herself

She's tired of running
But she knows no one will understand
All the pain that she holds inside

She's held it in for far to long
Wishing all this would go away
Waiting for the right time to re-create herself
She's tired of being this lonely little girl

That lonely little girl just happens to be me
I'm so lonely so cold so far away from paradise
I'm confused lost all at the same time

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Pain Part 2

All the pain inside of me will never fade away
All those painful memories are my darkest moments in time
The past, the present, the future its all the same
I've always been in pain and forever more it will still be here

Time after time
Day after day
I wish I could escape it all
But I keep holding on to whats not even there

Pain is just a part of me
Part of who I am
No matter how hard I try
I won't escape this pain

This pain has a hold on me
I keep breaking and breaking into
I know nothing won't ever save me
Love won't even save me because no one will ever even bother with me

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