Suicide Lane

Suffering every moment that I'm awake and not asleep
Its the only way to get away from the things that make me weep

What I feel is something beyond sorrow
I keep finding myself dreading tomorrow

Then I find myself on Suicide Lane
While trying to figure out who is to blame

I feel worthless, scared and at the same time lost
I will give anything to not feel this way no matter the cost

But the coward in me keeps me from self-annihilation
I guess for now I have to live with my situation

I'm not getting any better dealing with the pain
I know I will find myself on suicide lane again

But if the pain and darkness continues to exist
Then suicide will become harder to resist

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