Undecided

I don't know how it happened
I don't know where it came
I can't come to understand this
And you're are it's blame!

It's an explosion of feelings
Overwhelming with confusion
I don't know what to do
It seems, neither do you.

I know what my heart wants
My brain just disagrees
I don't know where to start
Sadly, as you can see.

I think I'm going to try
Despite all the risk
It may seem a little crazy
But this is my wish.

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Life-Why Do I Bother?

I wonder why people bother when they fight
There is no real reason to possess life

Constantly plagued in a world of hopelessness
They say dreams exists in the hectics of life

This is hard to believe for I posses nothing of value
Every time I wake up it's closer to ending my life

I find it hard to want to fight when you possess nothing
I find it hard to even bother with the direction of my life

Somehow though I still seem to bother with this
I still seem to participate in the hell we call life

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My Alter Ego Jack

Hello, all else has failed
This I can easily see.
You've toppled and choked
Now it's up to me

You've fought a good battle
That I can surly tell
This is your wake-up call
Welcome to hell

Now it's my turn
I'll step up to the plate
I'll put this back together
Bring you to a normal state

I've been wating a while
For this time to finally come
I'm going to slip right in
I'm going to have some fun

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Sonnet of Confusion

I didn't know the power you possess
Could not see, effects you would have on me
Moments you ran nails gently across flesh
It no longer mattered what I did see

You have somehow managed to trap my heart
I don't know if you will ever let it go
I don't know if this can be a new start
Why can't I forget you, I think of you so

I always second guess how to handle this
Although secretly I feel I already know
Now it's time for me to take a risk
It's time for me to be a part of the show

I see a future for just you and me
Even though I know others will disagree

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The (Bad) Dream

Sweat broke out on my forehead
I didn't know where I was
I could see everything
Dustin and Tony were standing
What seemed like so far away
I just stood there silently
I saw her walk up to them
Photos flashed by
Photos I have never seen
Her hair was still long
She was kissing a black lab
These photos didn't exist
She stood up
Kissed tony
My heart fell
My world was swirling
It was coming to an end
Her photos caught fire
I knew what that meant
I woke up cold

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Debris

How can you possess so much power over me,
How can my loss, my hopelessness, how can my say,
Be destroyed simply by what you make me see?

How does this stuff happen, how can this be?
How is it possible for this to be nothing but cliche,
I can't help but fumble, cause a big struggle, and plea.

I guess I still can't understand, how are you my key?
This power you have, this power over me, how does it stay?
I look at you and wonder? How did you make my essence flee?

We don't talk. I can't even look at you, there is nothing left to see.
I've realized that its finally over. It has struck me; caused me to decay.
Nothing can be done, you cannot save me, I've crumbled into debris.

Perhaps it's not your fault? Perhaps it's mine? It is finally free.
I've taken the toll in this struggle, I can't even call foul play.
For it's nothing to do with you, but everything to do with me.

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HaTe

I think I HaTe her
HaTe what she's become
HaTe how its ended
HaTe how it unfolds
But it's not only her
I HaTe him too
A wreck for sure
A fool that only exists
Like an endless soul
He's lost someone
And it's changed him
But not only that 
Someone close 
Has closed her heart 
For in her world
Love has no existence 
Then there is him
He thinks somethings wrong
He's unconvinced of his life
I disagree 

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